Insights into a strange mind

Sitting here at my desk...Bored, playing silly games on my phone, letting my mind wander, and I suddenly had an aha! moment... 
Humour me as I share my thoughts.

Stupid tourists, I fleece thee, gimme moar monees!  (http://goo.gl/ngZ8U)
I shall destroy all of you puny aliens! You have no hope! You may call me Destroyer, or "Destro" for short!
(http://goo.gl/nheiv)
ooh Destro! Where have I heard that? (Image of an actor pops into my head)Hmmm so I know he said it, I remember he said it with a scottish accent, but why would The Doctor be saying something with a scottish accent?!
Wait...Wait... Oh! I knew I had seen Nine in something before!
Nine is also McCullen!
(G.I. Joe: Rise of Cobra)

Just my strange mind at work...

Out Of Reach

I need you tonight.
To wrap me in your arms
Protect me from my fright
Silence all alarms

You used to be there
Sometimes needing
Sometimes needed
Each the other's shield

Tonight the silence is unbroken
Fabric absorbs my silent tears
I want to ask you to hold me
I want to say your name and know that you'll be near

But I know that you no longer need me
Your heart has healed
Others deserve your love more than I
I will not force your attention to myself

So tonight I lie alone
Ignoring the trickles down my cheeks
Turning my heart to stone
Until the sunlight peeks

Because you are out of reach.

Storms

God can bring you joy in the midst of a storm.

It may not be that God changes the storm, or that He makes it easier, or even that He makes it stronger.

Sometimes it could be something totally unrelated to the storm you are battling, but it brings a smile to your face, and joy to your heart, and you can't help but cry, not because of how much the storms hurt, or because of how hard life is... Just because in the midst of the screaming winds and violent waves, God reaches out his hand and shows you that He loves you.

I am going through a lot of really tough things in my life right now, along with my whole family. But today, God wanted to make it clear to me that He loves me.
There are a lot of things that I want, but cannot afford... So I just look at them and hope for a day that they will fit in my budget. But today, God changed that.

He gave me twelve (12) items that without His help I would not have been able to afford for at least a year or two... I could not believe it..

I'll post pictures soon.

I wish I knew

A lot of things.

Tonight:

1. Who it is so I can slap him.

2. If she exists.

Discouraged

For many reasons.

But prime among them, is how many friends and family I have and people I know, who are unable to have a lasting marriage. This seems to be the curse of the last two generations.

At the same time though, I just attended the funeral of a man who was married for 60+ years.

My resolve is to have one marriage, and for it to be for life. But will I ever find someone whose resolve matches my own?

It's looking doubtful.