So confused

A quiet word from you reaches through everything raging within me and quiets it all.
But after that word you retract again.

I react to you, you reach me when no one and nothing else can.

I'm upset with you, frustrated, hurt. Yet elated when you reach out to me.

I want to have a time to talk over these things with you, but you don't have time for me.

I want to break these barriers that we have constructed.

I want your help. I want your love. I want you to be happy, regardless of all else.